どうも、僕です。 With You、たくさんの感想をもらって嬉しいです

どうも、僕です。

With You、たくさんの感想をもらって嬉しいです！幸せそうなんだけど、どこか切ないって言ってくれるひともいたり。ウエディングソングにぴったりって意見は自分では意識してなかったけど、たしかに！って思いました！人生のいろんな場面を彩れたらいいな。

今回の楽曲、With Youの物語は、聴き手それぞれのものとしたい。だから楽曲に影響を与えた、個人的なエピソードを語らないように心に決めていました。
と、思っていたのですが、やっぱり気持ちが変わりました。というより事情が変わったのです。その物語の片隅に一人、いや、一匹、置いてやってはくれませんか。


我が家に住んでいた猫のことです。僕は猫を飼っていました。こうして外でおおっぴらに言うのは初めてのことです。ファンの方に秘密があってもいいじゃないか、と思って言ってなかったけど、なんだか無性に話したくなってしまった。死にまつわることなので、「今は聞きたくない！」と思ったらここから目を離してくださいね。

一呼吸。。。



猫は先日、息をひきとりました。With Youを描いている季節、正確にはWith Youにたどり着くまでの作曲作業の傍らには、いのちの終わりがありました。

詳しくは話しません、質問にも答えません。一方的でごめんなさい。できればどっか遠くのおとぎ話のように聞いてくださいな。

With Youは、猫のために描いた曲だってわけじゃない。ひととき歌の中に優しい光景を閉じ込めたくて描いた曲です。でもね、僕個人として、このテキストとWith Youを猫に捧げさせてください。

出会った頃。猫は、僕が嫌いだった。僕の体も、彼が嫌いだった。猫アレルギーの喘息が出て、毎日眠れなかった。

だけどともかくいろんな事情があって僕らはひとつ屋根の下に住むことになった。

そしてだんだんとわかりあって、一緒に眠り、ご飯を食べ、遊んで、生きた。

季節が何度も巡り、僕らは歳を重ねた。猫は僕より何倍も早くおじいさんになった。そしてある時、猫は病気になった。その病気はとても重く、副作用の強い薬でしか食い止める術はなかった。

それでも猫は一時、大変な治療を乗り越えて大分元気になっていた。病院の先生も驚くぐらいに。病気を乗り越えた彼のタフさを僕は讃え、マタタビをたくさん振る舞った。

でも、ある日、本当に唐突に、検査で悪いものが体に見つかった。見たこともないデコボコとした恐ろしい形で、そいつは信じられないスピードで大きくなった。

猫はご飯を食べなくなった。じーっと何かに耐えるように寝もせず、そこに身を縮めていた。

突然吐いて、急に動かなくなって、あわてて体を揺すって、イラっとした顔で見上げられてホッとしたり。僕にはどうにもできない、圧倒的な死への流れがあって、僕は無力感を振り払うように音楽に向かった。ただ、具合の急変、物音には気づけるように、ヘッドフォンをしないで大声も出さず、ささやくようにメロディを紡いだ。

猫は心地よい時もだが、具合が悪いとゴロゴロと、のどを鳴らす。それが静まった家の中に響いている。じりじりと弱りゆく彼のそばで僕はWith Youの歌詞を描いた。

いつも そばにいるから。

僕がそばにいるからな、大丈夫、怖くないよ。

ゴロゴロ、、、ゴロゴロって音だけ聞こえる家の中。

ふいに、なんだか逆に、彼に僕が言われてる気がしてきた。

いつも そばにいるから。

ああ、そうか。

そうでも言ってもらわなきゃ、僕ってやつは、命が尽きるということを飲み込めないもんな。わかってるな、さすがだな。

愛しい記憶より苦しさが上回る、それが最期の日々だった。彼は苦しんで苦しんで、ひと鳴き、声をしぼりだした。そしてその先には、びっくりするほどさみしい、秋空のように澄んだ静寂が待っていた。


感謝したいことがいろいろある。

バンドのメンバーに、たくさん助けてもらった。
まさしには本当にいろいろ相談した、薬とか、最期の受け止め方とか。

遠くの病院へ猫を連れていく時は、おかちゃんに車を出してもらった(僕は免許を持ってません)。相談したら日時を聞くより先に二つ返事で 「ええよ」と言ってくれたこと、忘れない。

その後マツにも運転してもらってその病院に行った。きっと大丈夫だから、と何度も声をかけてくれたっけ。

何より、バックホーンを支えてくれる、ライブで笑顔を見せてくれる、あなたからもらうパワーがなければ絶対くじけてた。

僕にはみんながいるな、と感じてる。
もちろん猫も。時々、その辺に気配を感じる。

ありがたく忙しく騒々しく、ロックバンドの人生が僕を感傷から遠ざけてくれている。

心配はご無用。こちら、前を向いてます。

この物語は、あえて、つづく。としたい。

ผลลัพธ์ (อังกฤษ) 1:

Thank you, it is me. With You, a lot of thoughts, I'm happy! Somewhere, but I'm happy that some people say painful or. I was not conscious of in my opinion is the perfect wedding song, certainly! I thought! A good 彩retara the various scenes of life.The story of this song, With You want with each listener. So determined was little personal episode inspired music, to say so.Thought, but still I am changed. Rather than is the circumstances have changed. On the fringes of the story alone, or no one, and put it right doing that.Is that cat lived in the home. I had a cat. Thus outside say openly is that for the first time. Even secret fans who didn't say it's not, I think, but I desperately want to talk to is had. Associated with death because "I don't want to hear now! "And let out here if you want it.One breath.The cat died the other day. Beside the working season portrays with You exactly With You to reach the end of life.Not answer the question, don't speak for more information. One-sided sorry. Preferably somewhere far away fairy tale to hear a.With You, the song drew the cat isn't. Time in the song is a song depicting the gentle spectacle to confinement. But, you know me as an individual, be dedicated to the Cat With You with this text.When they met. I hated cats. My body was like him. Out of cat allergic asthma, sleep every day.But apart from having various circumstances, we become one living under a roof.And understand more and more, sleep together, eating, playing and living.Tour season is over, we piled up years. Cat than me many times early grandfather was. And when the cat became ill. The disease is very heavy, there was only on strong medications for side effects.But cats are temporary, had become very energetic, overcoming a serious treatment. About surprised doctor. He survived the disease is tough, I praised and acted out a lot of catnip.However, one day, out of the blue really in bad ones found in the body. Never seen rough and horrible form, and it has grown at an incredible speed.The cat did not eat the rice. Without something to withstand the best sleep, had squeezed himself out there.Sudden vomiting, stopped suddenly, panicking, rocked her body, IRA was and is looking at the face, or relieved. Flow to the death I can't do anything, and I headed to the music shake off the feeling of helplessness. However, sudden changes in condition, sounds like coin. spun melodic whisper, do not like the headphones too loud without.The cat is comfortable when crook and rumblings and purring. Still in the House it has died down. He will weaken gradually by drew I With You lyrics.From always.I'm with you, okay, not scared.In the House, rumbling purr that sounds only.Suddenly, to have somewhat to the contrary, I said to him.From always.Oh, I see.Proving that need, say so even if I guy, life is exhausted it with. I know, indeed it is.Dear memory above the pain, it was the last day. He is suffering from suffering, human singing Mesopo voice. And waited for clear skies in autumn, which is surprisingly lonely silence.Many may want to thank.Members of the band, had helped a lot.To Masashi really consulted, or the perception of drugs and death.When you take the cat to the hospital for further (I don't have driver's license) had put her car. Don't forget that if you consult prior to the hearing date and said "Yes" willingly.Get drive to pine after that, went to the hospital. Surely would be fine and then talked several times?Without the power from you above all, sustains the buckhorn, smile to show live in absolute despair was.To my people, and I feel.Of course the cat. Sometimes, feel the signs around.Gratefully, busy, noisy and rock band life my sentimentality is kept away from me.Not worry us. Here, are facing front.This story continues the. And then you want to.

ผลลัพธ์ (อังกฤษ) 2:

Very much, it is my.

With You, I'm glad I got a lot of impressions! I'm happy, Tari Hitomoi that will say somewhere painful. I opinion I perfect wedding song was not conscious of yourself, indeed! I thought I! I wish I Irodore the various scenes of life.

This music, of With You story is, you want to with those of each hand to listen to. So it had an impact on music, had decided to heart so that it does not speak a personal episode.
And, I thought, but it was still changes the feeling. I situation has changed rather than. That one person in a corner of the story, no, one animal, do not give me is doing it at.


Is a cat that lived in our house. I had a cat. Thus say openly outside is the first time that. Is not good even if there is a secret to the people of the fan, and I did not say I think, has become somehow want Mushoni story. Because such thing surrounding death, but please release the eye from here I thought "I do not want to hear right now!".

A single breath. . .



Cat the other day, I pick up the breath. Season depicting a With You, on the side of the composer work to arrive at precisely With You, there was the end of life.

Does not speak in detail, it does not answer the question. I'm sorry one-sided. Do please listen as somewhere far away fairy tale if possible.

With You is, it does not mean Even songs that drew for the cat. I wanted to confine the friendly scene in the moments song is a song that drew. But you know, as I personally, please let me dedicate this text and With You to the cat.

When we met. Cats, I was hate. My body also, he was hate. Out asthma of cat allergy, I could not sleep every day.

But we were supposed to live under one roof if there is any case various circumstances.

And with each other to understand Gradually, sleep together, eat, play, and live.

Season Tour of many times, we were piled up old. The cat became a grandfather soon be many times than me. And when there is, the cat became ill. The disease is very heavy, there was no way to stop only a side effect of the strong medicine.

Still cat temporary, had become much energy to overcome a lot of treatment. Hospital teacher also about surprised. I praise his toughness that overcame the illness, it behaved a lot of Actinidia.

But, one day, really sudden, what it is found in the body bad in the inspection. In terrible shape, which was never seen bumpy, increased by that person I can not believe the speed.

The cat no longer eat the rice. Jitto without even sleeping to withstand something, it had reduced the body there.

Vomiting suddenly, it stuck suddenly, shaking the body in a hurry, or relieved to be looked up in the Iratto face. I can not anyhow in, there is a flow to the overwhelming death, I went to the music to shake off the feeling of helplessness. However, a sudden change in the condition, in Kizukeru so the sound, loud voice is also not issued without the headphones, spun the melody in a whisper.

Cat's also when comfortable, but sound and rumbling with the sick, the throat. It is echoed in the house, which subsided. Is me in beside him Yuku scorching sun and weakened depicting the lyrics of With You.

Since always be around.

Do not because I'm in the buckwheat, all right, not afraid.

Among the only hear house sound rumbling ,,, purr.

Suddenly, reverse somehow, he is I have a feeling that has been said.

Since always be around.

Oh, I see.

If not have my say-so, I I the guy, I mon not swallow the fact that life is exhausted. Do not know, that's expected.

Dear memory than anguish is above, it was every day of the last moment. He is suffering from suffering, squeal people, was squeezed out voice. And in the first, surprisingly lonely, silence clear as autumn sky was waiting.


Lot sometimes I want to thank.

A member of the band, were asked to help a lot.
Really were various consultation to Masashi, Toka medicine, Toka last moment of perceptions.

When you take the cat to a distant hospital, I got out the car in the Oka-chan (I do not have a license). That was me saying earlier than listen to the date and time After consultation with immediate reply as "Eeyo", do not forget.

I went to the hospital and then ask them also drove in pine. Because surely all right, and many times Did me over the voice.

More than anything, can you support the back horn, show me the smile live, it had been discouraged absolute if there is no power to get from you.

Me Do not have everyone feels that.
Of course, cats. Sometimes, a whiff on the side.

Gratefully busy noisy, life of the rock band is me away me from sentimentality.

Do not worry. Here, we have before the opposite.

This story is, dare, followed. I want to with.